By popular demand...

I've returned. I don't know how popular the demand is but I did get some requests to start this back up again. So to my 3 loyal readers...I'm here for you. And a way? Here I am for me too.

I read something the other day by Brene Brown, "We write what we need to read." That has rang true for everything I've ever written or posted about online. Sometimes I'm here trying to convince myself that what I say has value and matters. I know I shouldn't be looking for outside validation, yet here I am anyways seeking just that. Is that a human fallacy or are we just hardwired to actually give a crap?

That being said, I'm probably the most at peace I've ever been in my life. Things are good. Steady. I've learned a lot the last few months and fallen enough.

One of the biggest downfalls I've had is staring at the blank page so long that I take myself out of the running before I even start. Getting that pen to paper is the hardest part for me. Starting to record the video.

I had to ask myself the tough question this week....What am I so afraid of? Why am I so afraid to start?

Am I afraid of the learning curve? I have perfectionist tendencies and I don't like to do things half assed. Or am I afraid that I'll actually succeed? Am I afraid of what comes after? The unknown?

Here is your reminder, the journey is the destination. Just start.